Ok, so. It's been awhile. A bit over a month, really.



I haven't seen Kate for a long time. Not since the you-are-mentally-ill episode. After that I was really depressed, I cried and then the pain went away after a while. But it's not so much out of losing Kate, it's about being straight in a gay world. If someone like Kate can't accept me for liking boys, how the hell are other people (the majority) who are more prejudiced and shit than her going to? I guess I never realized how hard it was to be a minority before.

But, yeah. Kate is gone. I'll just have to live with that.

A few weeks ago I met this transboy, Amy/Eric. Well, Amy is his legal name but he likes Eric. He really helped me get through my rough patch after Kate left. He's so sweet.

Anyway, so... he took me out on a date, yesterday. Ice cream :) We're still getting to know each other, so it was nice to just be able to talk like that. Plus, no one stared at us for being a hetero couple.